Happy Anniversary My Sweet Dan
Today would have been Dan’s and my 39th wedding anniversary.
I think I’m doing pretty well. I have good days and bad. Probably a mix of 50/50. Maybe 60/40.
The one year anniversary of Dan’s death is coming up on July 25. I don’t know if or how it will change me but I think it’s important to get past it…to get beyond all the “firsts.” The FIRST birthday. The FIRST Thanksgiving. The FIRST day the Letter Carrier delivered the seed catalogues that Dan would delve into and start planning his garden. The FIRST time I heard the screech of that bird this spring that we both hated hearing. Gawd. The firsts seem to roll around once a week. There’s got to be some relief in getting that freakin first, first, first anniversary thing done and behind me.
Entry filed under: Musings.